Wednesday | October 03, 2007

Blog!! haha...guess what..i pass my exam but im sad cuz i gt C for my personal tax...gosh!! my GPA still the same 3.176..tk naik tk turun..i guess ok uh but nnt nk msk poly susah seh...camne seh..hmmm..argh! me miss him..lol..haha..cant get to mit him today...mayb tml i guess..tu pn nt sure..friday tk dpt jumpe dier sebab dier ade duty sampai sat..hope sat ni dpt jumpe dier...arghh..mati aku...9 jan nnt dier nk gi New Zealand for 3 weeks bt to me 1 month..haiz...what am i goin to do??tk dpt jumpe dier..im goin to miss him like hell..arghh!! will he miss me?? i really him nw but what about later..for 3 weeks seh i canr gt to see or hear his voice...sad!! im sad!!arghhh!!!kla..gtg..miss ya!!

miSS me

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Friday | September 28, 2007

BORED!BORED!BORED! Why do we have to quarrel everyday?? Why cant we just have a nice talk?? Why must i always start the quarrel?? Why??? i hate it we start quarreling.... haiz....when will this stop? i miss him. i love him but sometimes i feel he just dont understand me or i dont understand him? please give me ur support..i need u to listen to me...i need you to share the downs and up with me....where r you??i feel so lonely today..where you??? im SORRY if i hurt you but do you know that um hurt too...i guess u dont know..sebab u tk pena cari i after we quarrel...its always me who look for you...sometimes i just dont understand. LaLaT, i love you i really do but you,hmmm...i dont know...its so funny you know...haha..gosh!!...how i wish that u here with me rite now!! argh!!

Much2 Love,

shikin

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Wednesday | September 26, 2007

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hmmm...feelin so down today...about yesterday..hmmm..i dont know...cant get over it...today i feel so down...and he dont even care...i guess he just doesnt care bout me...hmmm...what do i do now?im tired.im restless...all i want now is to b with him but he just doesnt care...arghh! i hate all this...why?i gt to put in this knd of situation??i hate myself! really i do but this id me..i just cant leave me alone....what do i do?tell me!i just feel like running away from everything...i need someone to listen to me...i need someone to b there for me....wheres that somebody??where???arghhh!
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Thursday | September 20, 2007

cheated?

feelin so cheated by you...y do you have to do this to me?y do u have to lied to me??D..i know im boring to you but y mesti tipu aku??do u know that i feel so fuc** shit rite nw because of u..i gt to hide my tears just bcus of you...knape you can talk to them but nt to me?knape mesti ckp u r bz but the truth is u r nt!!! i bebual ngan dorang, and me u ketepi kn...sape i gitu??kwn you atau matair u? D...bagaimana harus aku percaye you?im really feelin so lost in me.i feel lyke giving up but at the same tym.i dont want.i love you.i really do.but im nt sure bout u. you sound so real but im scare u lying to me.arghh! sometyms i feel like shoutin but who will hear my voice?
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Wednesday | September 19, 2007

haha..miss? i miss you but do u miss me??haha.... the way u text me its makes me wonder if u really miss me...hmmm...gosh!am i the only one missin u but u din miss me...gosh! arghh!!i just dont understand...bored!bored!bored! im bored with all this... my feelins that me that u dont miss me, u just pretend to miss me... arghh...where r u? i miss youuu!!

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Tuesday | September 18, 2007

Bored & i miss him

Its only Tuesday.im bored and i miss him..hmmm..what shld i do?? i want to see him today after break fast but i think his bz...i msg him tellin him that i wanted to see him but he say he not sure either cuz he dont know wether he can go home today or nt..hmmm....i hope he can go home so that i can meet him today...haiz...i really miss him if only he knew that..arghh!!!..gosh! y do i have to miss him everyday...like ya i miss him but y must the feelin b so strong??it so weird.dulu aku tk mcm gini pon but nw asl seh mcm gini..is it bcuz i dont trust him..but what gt to do with trust and my feelin??weird!!..arghhhh!!help me....i guess till here..write again later

 signoff

missme

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Monday | September 17, 2007

Monday? and i miSS my D!!

Arghh!! its only  Monday 1.45pm and i miss my DDDDDDD so much!!! argh! i cant help it but miss him...!gt still 4 more days...sobsob...y la must go NS??ish..buat sibok je... DDDD!! B miss you so much!!! where r u?? i missin you...lol...kalau hari2 mcm gini, mati seh..everyday miss him..argh..keje gile aku buat...must nt think of him everyday.must do something ni....argh..what can i do sey??look for job?but keje ape seh?hmmm..ikea?no way...tiring job..hmmm..must do something ni,if nt i die seh 1 month kat umah da la tym puase..ish..ade2 je tau..ape aku nk buat..somebody help me!! arghhhh!!!!!!!

DDD! B MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!

signoff

missme

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Arghh!! its 1.28am and im nt sleepin.feel so sleepy but dont feel like sleepin... Wanna know something, im goin to miss my lalat for 5 days...arghhh!!!..dier kene msk hutan untuk 5 ari...arghhh!! rindu nye aku padenye nnt...hmm..but what to do..its his job...i hope could talk to him every nite if he is free,if nt gt to msg with him only la..haiz...miss you aready!!!arghh!! u want sleep...weee...nite2

signoff

miss me

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Sunday | September 16, 2007

im new in this

Hey!

ahakz! i cant believe im writin a blog..hurhur!!well, i guess i gt nothing to do uh..hehe...well,im bored actually.its 1.48am and im yet to sleep...feelin so sleepy but i just dont wan to sleep...hmmm..today,went out with my guy..ahakz!its fastin month cant get to hold his hand or hug him..hehe...after 7pm den can hug...we watch movie,rouge assasin..haha...that show ws great i guess..hmmmmm...miss him so much eventhough im with him the whole day..haha..i just love to b with him..haha..what else shld i write...argh!! i guess till here la... i oso dont know what to write la...sleep better...c ya ard blogger...hehe

 sign off

miSSme

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